This silence screams in agony every time it arrives, I conjure it up in order to heal in a peaceful place. A place unfamiliar, unkind, foreign, born out of heartbreak. I never seem to land though. Coasting from place to place, heart to heart. How will I learn to heal from past wounds and new ones all at once. In this silence….I seek peace.
This room is so thick; it stares at my tears with confusion at what seems like regret. I choose this; I create the pain….never happy, always seeking more….refusing to land.